Heyya !

Good Morning Beautiful..

2009-03-13T01:23:00.001-07:00

i feel lucky to get to witness a beautiful sunrise outside my bedroom window almost every morning. if you get to see one too, embrace it.

Times I Miss

2009-03-07T20:53:00.000-08:00

I miss the time
When I was scared
And you were there
To ease my fears.
I miss the time
When i ran away
And you came to run with me.
I miss the time
When I cried
And you came
To wipe my tears.
I miss the time
When I looked into your eyes
And you sang to me
A lullaby
I miss the time
When I fell in your arms
And you made sure
You will always catch me when I fall.

Seeing you now,
I know things have changed.
To talk to you now,
It's unbelievable
what we went through together.
Times I miss
Are times I lost.
But know that
you will truly be missed,
truly be loved.

the opportunist

2009-03-06T10:18:00.000-08:00

it's been months now and i still haven't got my 40 bucks.
yea, yea, yea... 40 bucks, big deal.
but get this, the 40 bucks could save my bank account.
my intention of lending her the 40 bucks was good. i wanted to help a friend in need
mom even told me, "you better help her for you may need her help someday".
i rushed to the nearest cash deposit immediately the next day and that was the first thing i did as soon as i woke up that day. i even woke up early just to deposit the money into her account.
she promised to return the money as soon as she gets her loan money which she said she'll get the following month.
i really thought she'd be as good as me. returning my money as immediately as i deposited the money in for her to BORROW.
the next month came and i got "i haven't got the loan money" as an answer to "can i have my money already?"
fine, i gave her few more chances but got the same answer.
she was already on the verge of returning my money one day. said she wanted to bank in the money into my account but finally gave "we are not of the same bank" as a reason.
BULLSHIT!!
she even dared to call me once apparently to ask how was i doing and even told me with pride and without even thinking she still owe me some money, that she bought a NEW phone. and it's a 3G phone. wow-wee!!
heck i've been using the same damn vga camera phone for almost 3 years now
just recently, after being a little hard on her, and i supposed she got a little freaked out, she told me she kinda forget to return the money and said she'll really, really (seriously?) return my money when she gets to see me.
unfortunately, she texted one day and said, "i'm sorry i can't return your money, i need to use a lot of money. i'm really, really sorry."
hello!! again, that's BULLSHIT!!
how much money do you think i need to use?
3 bucks per month?
to those who read this and has a strong feeling that this is a bout you, read further : DEAL WITH IT, SUCK IT UP.
because i have dealt with the fact that you are a bloody opportunist.
i have sucked it up.
p/s : your identity is safe.

aku pun nak...

2009-02-22T01:24:00.000-08:00

skang ni ramai yg snap gmbr jari jemari mereka yg berwarna warni.
aku pun nak snap gmbr genggitu.
so here are the photos that had been edited.
and ya, i am a huge fan of colored nail polish.

my bestie loves this..

2009-02-22T01:19:00.000-08:00

ok, so i tried on this dress the other day.

it's for my best friend only.
she asked me to try this on n snap a photo. i guess i snapped a lot of em'.

to my best friend, i miss u n i love u to death!!

aku nak dress nih!!

2009-01-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

i so like this dress.
but this is the last M size.
i want to buy it but my money says i better don't.
besides the size is a little bit big for me so i don't think i'm buying it.
or maybe i will somehow.......
ibuuuuuuuuuuu,nak dress ni!!!

creme brulee

2009-01-18T04:23:00.000-08:00

creme brulee is a french desert.
one word for it-yummy.
i've always wanted to try it since Zeke (First HSM) bake it.
sedap doe,try ah nnt.
aku mkn kat zen cafe ngan best friend aku td.
nazura namanya.
mula2 plan nak tgk citer maut tp we were late for the movie td.
takpe la,esok lusa ktorg g tgk.
p/s:support industri seni tanah air,
support mknan yag sedap tak kira asalnya dr mana.

all about you..

2008-12-14T07:01:00.000-08:00

you told me u like me..i'm thankful for it..
you told me u love me..i'm blessed with ur love..
you became my lover..i wasnt the best best for you..
you become my most hated..
but I MISS YOU..

i'm new.. hello

2008-12-14T03:55:00.000-08:00

the name's khalilah.
call me kayla ,khalil, ilah, lila n all the names u can possibly get from the word KHALILAH.
19 is the age,12th october is the date of birth.
aku suka membaca, menulis, menyanyi.
and i have a serious addiction for photography, chocolates, shades B-), n music.
I LOVE CHRIS BROWN, KEANU REEVES and ADAM GREGORY.
aku hidup untuk family aku.
aku sangat sayangkan mereka hinggakan aku nafas pun untuk mereka.
three words to describe me : HORNY, KINKY, PERVERT. ahaks!!
three mopre words to describe me : FUN, OUTGOING, CRAZY.

xoxo!!

i love my family

2008-12-14T03:24:00.000-08:00

gosh,finally a blog of my own. never thought i'll have one but here it is thanks to my cousin, nisa.
see that's what family members are for. they catch me when i fall, they help me in anyway they can.
thanks to the birth of my nephews and nieces (n btw, their birth are the greatest presents in life),i am now a family oriented person. i do most things in life for my family. i even breathe for them n they are the reason i am still alive.
i had two boyfriends before this (ps:they both are now my former boyfriends) n i had to end our relationship because of my love for my family. my cousins who knew who my boyfriends were were always happy for me. they had nothing against my relationship with any of them but i had to end our relationship because i spent more time with my family and i seldom had time for my ex-boyfriends and of course there are other reasons why we couldn't be together anymore but i shall blog it in another page.
so i shall say now i love my family and i will always love them.